This it way too real. It’s the reason I sometimes only get about 2 hours of sleep at night, because my brain is in overdrive, overthinking everything and making up fake scenarios that could’ve been or might happen. They never happen because it’s just wishful thinking. Why am I torturing myself like that.

Idk, I always have a bottle of water at my bed. I mostly don’t need it, but depending on what I ate I empty the whole bottle during the night. And I hate getting up just to get something to drink.