

Sure! I stole the quote from the wiki article: Anti-Italianism
This article was also pretty interesting: https://accenti.ca/jim-crow-and-italian-immigrants-in-the-american-west/
There’s also an interesting series of short US LIbrary of Congress sources for history classrooms on immigration that has a section on Italians too: https://www.loc.gov/classroom-materials/immigration/italian/under-attack/
I can’t vouch for the veracity of any of these since it’s not really my field but it’s interesting to see how how stuff like this has shifted over time and where the parallels to modern racism and xenophobia are.
Yeah, it’s true, a lot of things suck. They can and do get better though. I have a partner with BPD. They’ve been through a LOT of rough times, but they’re now very loved and they enjoy their current job and have plenty of friends who care about and support them.
Therapy helps and sometimes, the world isn’t always an absolute dick to everyone forever. Life changes and the world revolves and people find each other.
I hope you find your people too and a place where you can feel a little less shitty. :)
Edit: if you’re feeling THAT shitty maybe consider reaching out to your local suicide hotline? People like that can help.