Hang in there! I know it may sound impossible, but you can live through this. Enjoy your life with your daughter and pets. Fill your life with their happiness. I hope you feel loved.

If the pain is too much and you feel like you can’t carry it anymore, please try to get professional help.

Oh yes, they knew, all of them. Anyone who tells you otherwise is lying.

I just made linux on the company laptop a requirement for me working at the current company. They told me, that I would have to install and maintain it myself, so I have Arch Linux on my company laptop. I like it a lot more than Debian, which I had to use at the previous company.

I have never used windows in a work environment so far.